Random Sunday

So i just had dinner. Deep fried cooking at its best.

I often wonder why i have stopped blogging regularly.

work? could be. I feel tired in the evening.

Gf? maybe. Spending time with her has been the best moments so far.

Perfectionist? I have gazillions of topics to write on. But i haven’t wrote on them yet.

So much of using the blogging platform to a freelance writing career. lol

I think I just have to get organized, establish some minutes daily, to just write and reflect on this blog.

This blog is not exactly meant for public eyes. Only some people knows of this.

It’s more of a therapy outlet. To talk to myself through words i write.

like now. I’m just writing thoughts as they unfold.

I will write more. properly. better.

weeeeeee, i want chocolate. lol

Thinking

The relationship has evolved surprisingly quick. It just happened. We didn’t see it coming.

Was it chemistry? Was it love? What was it? Was the universe conspiring for us?

The Early months of the relationship has been bliss really. We simply connected.

We had our first serious talk about where things were going yesterday.

I found myself summoning things calmly from the depths of my soul. I just said what i really felt, no pretensions, all true.

She similarly voiced her concerns.

It got me thinking and reflecting.

But i stood my ground.

I told her she is not a mistake for me and that I am determined to prove I am not a mistake for her.

I hope the universe continues to guide our paths together.

The kiss

It’s futile to describe it.

it simply is magical.

hehe. *dork*

Good signs

Holding hands with her.

I think this is the start of something special =D

Random Entry

I miss blogging. There were days i blogged daily, multiple entries in a day. Now, I feel such a perfectionist, as if every entry must makes sense, must be perfect.

Work has piled up, i find myself spending more and more time in the office.

Less time for self sucks.

I don’t have time to read a new book, explore a new site and just bloody waste time.

Time is of the essence.

People got promoted the other day. Their arrogance is now showing. How irritating.

I went on a first date last night. It’s refreshing. hehe

I must admit i haven’t quite gotten over the girl that left me hanging. I think I’m doing alright though. Keep busy and time will do its magic. That’s the plan.

Meanwhile, i really want to forget her. In as much as we had great times, it’s just not meant to be. Even as friends. She’ll forever remind me that I was not at par.

Ok, i’ll post another entry for other musings.

see, the perfectionist again in me. Or maybe i just like things organized.

I like the facebook game wordplay. But seriously, the top scorer is like 40K???? How the hell do you do that? lol

This is me. apparently

Dear Blog

Sorry I haven’t been posting in your pages.

I have a gazillion things to write about however mundane they might seem to be because when i blog, it means something to me. duh.

I will write more regularly as soon as i get my life sorted out.

Yes, I will get over myself. lol

your friend,

yippieyuppie

Just in!

i’m supposed to start a trading blog, but i’m lazy so let me just post it here.

went to this forum and the the fearless forecast by our local experts suggest the local stock market is not yet reached its bottom. It will go down further before recovering.

aaargh…the price you pay for inexperience and lack of discipline. $$$$$$. ok fine. pesos. lol

But this session has revived my waning interest in the sad equities market.

I love equities. hehe

Weekend summary

got knocked out by whiskey. evil thing i tell you!

slept practically the whole sunday.

saturday- basketball was cool- i got called for my first deliberate foul. wtf. we got thrashed though. my team sucks.

friday and saturday karaoke. wow. 2 straight days.

where did my weekend go?

Getting over the addiction

wow. it’s nearly a week that i haven’t texted her or anything. Nor has she attempted any contact.

is it over?

i miss her badly. even though i try to deny it, think of other things, etc.

maybe she has realized platonic relationships are impossible. and thus ended it just like that.

it’s painful. but i guess i just have to let go and move on.

tsk. i think that’s the problem when you attach yourself to someone knowing it’s leading to nowhere except heartbreak.

it just so happens it’s mostly on my part.

fine, success is the best revenge.

watch and learn.